Today I put my dietitian in control of my food. And to be quite honest... it was awful. I feel so emotionally drained. And I have nobody to turn to. Or at least it feels that way. As I can't actually curl up in a ball and shake. .. I decided to write a letter instead. A letter to my eating disorder. Because there is so much I want to say. I won't post it here since it could easily be triggering. Living without my eating disorder just seems like hell. And I don't know if I can do it. But I also can't live with it. So this puts me in an interesting situation. I actually don't know where to turn anymore...
Stay Strong
xo Aria
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